well we had the results for our skills olympics and...... i won..... absolutly nothing! yeah i was really dissapointed. i thought i had done a good job but i guess not good enough! oh well. so im debating right now what to do with my financial sittuation... i work 12 hours a week for the bank and 4 hours at a boutique store and i still find my self struggling for money to pay the bills, i dont know if i should get another job monday thru thursday after school, but if i do where am i going to work??? i refuse to work AT walmart and fast food. so that doesnt leave many options. i dont want to get burned out from working all the time and i just dont know what to do. why cant i just find some hot rich guy that will be able to help me out??? which leads me to my next thing.. im sick of being SINGLE these next 10 months are going to go by so freaking slow and not to mention who knows if well even be together when he gets home anyways??? i would hope so but its not set in stone. im just so lonley i want some lovin! ha ha! well thats enough from me talk to y'all later!
